There's Magic In These Moments

By Evan Sanders


There's pressure.

Extreme pressure. The type of pressure that condenses you and shapes you into something different. The birth of kings. The birth of queens. The birth of something new.

There's fury in this heart of mine right now. There's this strong pull I can feel tearing at me to go a different direction.

I've felt this pressure before.

And it can build inside of you for a long time.

It runs over your chest, up through your cheekbones and down the sides of your neck. It circulates through you like chaos incarnate.

It begs you to do what you know you should do.

I am being asked to drastically change my actions...to drop my previous decisions...to let old pieces of me fall away to and usher in something focus, new, driven by a voice, and flowing with faith.

I've not made that decision previously because I was scared to. Scared to dive into that place...

Because I know that this version of myself, this version that I worked so hard to create...I'll just never be able to go back. I'll never be able to go back to the person I am right now because of the request.

It's okay to change.

And yet it's such a strange feeling.

It takes a lot of faith to drop into something new. It takes a lot of faith to step onto a path that you have no idea where it will take you. All you know is that it's going to take you somewhere great.

And to run purely on faith that it's the right thing to do?

It's not even fear...

Yet...

Even though you are running on a path that is forming in front of you, it doesn't feel at all unguided.

So make the commitment to dive into what you know you need to do. Make the commitment that goes beyond saying that you're going to do it and actually do it for a change.

Leave all of the old pieces behind.

Pieces of me that have changed...and yet will never come back.

All the logical arguments could tell me otherwise, but this is all beyond logic. All beyond what my mind could possibly tell me. This is in the depths of my heart.

Far past a simple understanding.

Leave your mind behind and follow your heart.

Trust you are headed in the right direction.




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